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Thursday, July 30, 2009

Lately, lots of things are whirling in my mind. To a stage i feel like banging the wall right now while i am typing it.

Can say that i think too much, or too over emotional over certain stuff.

To be frank i have no idea what's in my mind right now. Being trying hard to find stuffs to do, to kick out those thoughts in my mind, but seems hard thou.

Work, stress too lately, as i really wants to improve my sales, and no longer being look down by people as a "BEI GAN" agent. I really hope that my family will understand what i went thru. Sometimes i take a break, not cause i wan to "eat snake". u think i like it? "eat snake" isn't it as good as suiciding? No appointment = no sales man! You think i song ah! Song my backside lo! Even come to weekend, when going out with friend or rest at home, you think i'm not worrying about my future, my career? I be thinking on what to do for the upcoming days and week alright.

Sleepless night, can think till i become awake. POWER RIGHT! I know thks. Need not compliment ya. I see no need in that thou. If i'm not serious in this career, i long have given up and F off from this industry.

Sometime supports came from your very own family member, should they dun even show a very least of support, fark it, dunno how to complete my farking setnences liao.

Just hope that tml after FOP i will feel better and ease.

sorry for my attitude post.

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Thursday, July 30, 2009|
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