2006 coming to an end

Sunday, December 31, 2006

While i'm writing right now, 2006 is drawing closer to an end. In a few hours time, everything will start a new page. It's 2007! Well let do a recap for 2006.

Well for 2006, it don't seems to be a good year for me. Everything seems going the opposite way as what i wanted to. Lots of down and up. Problems and problems i faced, all can't be solved. Soon family problem also pop out in the picture. After that religion, start to have a bigh arguement with one of my leader. Which is still going on till now. As a whole, i'm quite lost in my life.

Well for 2006 there is something for me worth remember of. A friend who i know in MIRC #TPC yrs ago, Meng Yeow, told me that a forum is created. Well but during that period i was not that active still when i first join. partly is due to duty in camp. So that time i only know Meng Yeow and Basil.

Till my first meet them on a sunday going to ChinaSquare. Then i start to know more people, Hwang, Wei Jie and Adam stepped into my new circle of friendship. Well that time i'm still not that close with them till more exposure with them in msn. Got to know more people during a makan session at Chomp chomp. This time i got to know more of Wei Jie, Meng Yeow and Basi and Hwang. This time Kai and Guan Cheng also known as Van but Wei Jie and Basil love to call him KUKUJACK so i started to call him that too. Ha~

Then from that chomp chomp outing, i started to get to know more about Kai and realise he stay rather near to my house, then we start to hang out more often at night for kpoi session at our coffeeshop, with Wei Jie who joined us once a while so are Hwang. It was then i started to get close to TokuAsia.

It was through TokuAsia and the people in TokuAsia i then realise i'm not that useless as what i thought. They let me know what i am good at, uncovered my true potential within myself. Thk Guys! Without TokuAsia, think today i won't be having such a good time at the 3/4 of the year.

Also able to hang on with my Fan-Fic GUNDAM DESTINY which i'm having problem with, and right now! I had completed 50% of the whole series.

Well my new year resolution will be of cause, the grow of TokuAsia, more people will join. I can contribute more to the forum.

Last but not least, wish everyone a HAPPY New Year ahead!

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Sunday, December 31, 2006|
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suck feeling.

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Sorry for no update for past month. Lazy and also there nothing for me to update on.

Well now to update some. Well being transferred to another department in camp. Well at first feel better till lately, my problem start to reoccur again. Now i start to think of all the negative thoughts again and again. Till one stage i going mad. i know if this goes on, that it i will collapse soon.

I just keep thinking that i'm the most useless crap in this world. Why am i in this world? What the fuck am i doing so far? why one problems after another? why can't it be solved? Why? I can't get along well with people around me. I can't control my emotion etc. What the fuck is happening to me!

Forget it. That all. Just type to vent my anger on.

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Wednesday, December 20, 2006|
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