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What is happening to me.......... lost....

Sunday, July 30, 2006

K i'm back again. This time with more negative entries. Looks like i getting more and more jia lat in the sense of person, myself if you don't get what i mean. Lately, don't seems to be a good day for me.

Why i said it this way? No idea too.... i myself have not idea what is bothering me. In my mind. I jsut refuses to listen to any advices given by anyone. Now i totally in my own world. Me very *Chui* now. Whatever unhappiness just keep to myself. In camp, i maybe smiling and joke with everyone. Well just to not let people know that something is troubling me in my mind ba.

Then when duty ended and we are allowed to go home. My mode changed. Become very persismistic all the negative thoughts come into my mind. Think i have pressurized myself too much ba..... as a result my mood changed.

All i can said is.... the Gareth you all once know.... is no longer exist.... in this world..... he have changed. I'll prove to those who think so......... nightmare has just begun......

Hope someone can stop me before it's too late..........

*Darkness overwhelm my mind. As darkness surrounds me. A sense of darkness, evilness and agony rules me. Control is a problem. Evil triumph my mind. Evil overrun me. Darkness rules my mind......*

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Sunday, July 30, 2006|
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Just a failure

Thursday, July 20, 2006

It's being a long while since i last blog. So now i back to blog again. Well lately quite busy that why dun have the chance to blog. Also lately too many things happen ya... Like camp stuffs to family stuffs etc etc. Just don't really have the chance to take a break. Nearly collapse that all i can say.

Then recently, a more bad news i received. I will not be able to become either platoon assitant platoon sergeant or platoon sergeant. Reason being was that i not as focus as my best friend whose being appointed. the saddest part will be eversince my friend become a APS, ppl ard him especially those who are currently a platoon sgt, all become closer to him. Its like make me feel i'm quite useless... i really dun know what goes wrong for me. i wanted to know but i dun have the ans..who can tell me....haiz..headaches....

going crazy soonz..

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Thursday, July 20, 2006|
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