My Self Reflection.

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Well have being thinking alot this few days. Well i finally analyse the problem. The problem actually got to do with me. All is my causes. Well such thing may not happen if i didn't keep sms her almost everyday. Caused her to be unable to concentrate on her work. All is my fault.

I'm not a good bf after all. A guy who don't really understand a girl well enough. Haiz. Nothing but a unless brat. Deserve to die then live in this world. What i really hope is though now we had agree that i should not msg her for the time till endof her 'o'. It may be tough. But this time i really going to wait le. I mean it.

I really hope we can be like before again May nothing tear us apart. Maybe i'm dreaming but i hope my dream will come true. I looking forward to the day. Being dreaming of her lately haiz. Exam around the corner. Must concentrate...

Got to go to bed le. That all for today ba. Have to wake up early later to study for my test again .HAve not finish my revision. Haiz.


-I'll miss you MM. Love Ya-

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Thursday, January 27, 2005|
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Haiz

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Today is my 21st birthday. But not a very good and happy one ba. Received a sms from her. She said that maybe that we should leave each other alone first. After her 'o' level then resume back. My heart shattered to pieces? i dun think so. I told myself. Well, since i love her. i should let her concentrate on her study first and not instead thought of myself.

It may be tough and hard for me. But for her, i willing to wait. I don;t care le. My decision is final and nothing but final decision. Noone can change my mind set.

Will miss you lots lots. Love ya. -MM-

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Tuesday, January 25, 2005|
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Future, Destiny,

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Well maybe in this world, many people believe in fate and destiny. But do anyone ever thought that one can change their fate and destiny. Fate and Destiny is in our hand. We are the creator of this "Fate" and "DesTiny". We should not let destiny or fate decide our life..... Just believe in yourself. You can change your destiny and fate.

Future. noone knows what future will be. What is the upmost important thing is we should cherish what we had now. And not wait till next time when everything maybe too late. Cherish what you had now. The future too is in your hand. Is how you going to do it."As long as there is today, there will be future."

Life is full of miracles. Never fall because of a failure. Never give up till the very end. Fight on as oneself. Believe in miracles.!

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Saturday, January 08, 2005|
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