A worst and terrible stage

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Well ive being posted to sergeant course. Which is SISPEC. At first after the POP happy as i thought that it will be my last time going back to the island Tekong. But, i'm wrong i have to go back again. This time it was totally different from BMTC. The environment was different too. Everything different. People around me too. All seems different. As a result i was ina total lose.

Right now i just don't know where am i. Totally lost again. Suffered from servere stress as the standard they want from us is very high. I'm afraid i might not be able to take it. My heath seems to be not good as before. Not very sure can hang on how long more. Waiting for specialist to endose me with a letter for Out of course. I can't do it anymore. I afraid i may go mad eventually. I decide to opt of of this course completely.

so that not only my health can recover to it stage, also i can have more time with my parent. Weekend book out to me mean nothing. Time spend with parent is less. Sunday everyone is working, alone at home, kept thinking of the course i in right now. just couldn't stop thikning all the way. It driving me mad soonz. Haiz... will god be my side to help me stand up again. Right now i really lost of what to do. Nv look forward to training etc. Envy those having 8 to 5. Why i'm so easily take ppl word and put i want to be a commander. why... just a idiot i am....

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Sunday, September 25, 2005|
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Another day

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Today went out with my sec best pal. Meet him at woodland causeway point. Then realise there got nth much to walk around. So we decided to head to suntec to walk around. Then at suntec we first go and had our lunch then walk around. two of us like crown like that especially when see Toy'R'Us we chiong in macham many yeaer didn't see toy sia.

Then after that i head to a model shop at suntec. Saw my infinite justice. Want don't want situation. In the end decide not to buy don;t know why. Think i crazy liao. After that, we decided to walk from suntec to sunshine then to the new library walk around. Macham tourist. First time entered the library. Everything security counter for each reference section we have to took of our cap don't know for what sia..make a fool out of ourselve.

After that head to PS, then to Taka then to Far East had our dinner. Then U turn back to Taka again Go to a shop which opened by our sec school teacher. well she not there, only left with two of our junior so disturb them loh. Till the shop close and head home together.

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Wednesday, September 14, 2005|
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too bo liao

Friday, September 09, 2005

Ha now too wu liao so type out one of my company song and our infantry song. So i should start with my company song.

We come from a company, famous in BMT. We come from a famous WHISKEY company.
We fight for our glory, fight for our Victory, We fight with a spirit u never see before.
Whiskey! Whiskey! all the way.
We like it here, we like it here, we found ourself a home.
A home, a home sweet home!

now for my infantry song. Spelling maybe a bit off hor.

We the panter of the infantry
with the spirit of biyonet in our blood
Don't mess with us!
Cause we are the best, the best in the SAF!
9 th infantry
we trash you ah!
we trash you ah!
9 th infantry
we beat you ah!
we defeat you ah!
Forging Ahead! 9 th infantry!
Forging ahead! 9 th infantry!
POP LOH!

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Friday, September 09, 2005|
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POP Loh!!

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Finally! Three months of training has come to an end. All the hard work comes to an end with a graduation parade yesterday. All end after our parent were invited to come down to the parade square to help us wear our jockey cap, then we throw it up to the air after doing the infantry roar.

Celebration held among us after the parade at our company line. Taking photo togethers for one more time, throwing our sergent up into the end and splash water at our platoon sergent. Everything end at 7 when it our turn to leave tekong. Kinda of sad but it a wonderful memory

Well now not a recruit anymore. I'm a private. Ha

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Wednesday, September 07, 2005|
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POP Loh!!

Finally! Three months of training has come to an end. All the hard work comes to an end with a graduation parade yesterday. All end after our parent were invited to come down to the parade square to help us wear our jockey cap, then we throw it up to the air after doing the infantry roar.

Celebration held among us after the parade at our company line. Taking photo togethers for one more time, throwing our sergent up into the end and splash water at our platoon sergent. Everything end at 7 when it our turn to leave tekong. Kinda of sad but it a wonderful memory

Well now not a recruit anymore. I'm a private. Ha

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Wednesday, September 07, 2005|
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A terrible week

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Last week once again not a wonderful week for me. Went for check up in my camp MO. X ray my lung. realise i had lung infection. as a result, i was given a week of rest. Not allow to do anything. Sad. As last week was the last week of my bmt phrase. The upcoming two days will be just to return all the stuffs. As a result, i was not allow to take part in SOC, nor the graduation rehersal but luckily i was allowed to take part the re-entry parade where our parent will be coming down to put the cap for us. I was relived at last.

Saddest part, i can't take part in the 24 km road march. Which was one of the significant event as this road march is not a company level road march, but a school level road march. Hence i was instructed to take care of the security of the company to ensure that noone break into our bunk. Well it ok, as long as now i recovered. Most importantly will be my health and not to make my parent worried.

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Sunday, September 04, 2005|
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