Time..

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Recently been busy training up for my upcoming NAFA. I really hope i can at least obtain a silver for my NAFA so that i can get a 2 months reduction in NS. So that i can go in later part of the year. Weird right? People rather enter early then late. But for me, i'm diff? No there a reason behind it.

I really hope that i can have more time with my family, friend and to be there for someone special at her crucial period for her new environment.

Time passed real fast. So fast it 12 of may. Which mean that if i didn't obtain a silver in NAFA this upcoming wednesday. I have less then a month and i have to leave everyone around me. To serve the nation. FOr sure i will miss everyone badly. My parent whose being there for me for pass twenty one year. My friend thou we encounter friction at time. But you all are still the best of all buddy in my live.( WS, JW, Hidayat)

For the remaining moment of my time before i enter NS. I really hope that i can spend more time with her when both of us is free. "Time fly will never come back. Treasure the very moment now instead of regret later."

Lately my mood isn't that good too. Thinking of Ns just make me very very depress. I just don't know why. Maybe is that i simply can't bear to leave thing behind me. Plus you can said that i think too much. I fear that i may leave this world anytime during my service. I really don't know. Just that it is my fear that all.

Lastly really have to thank all my friend who had being encouraging me, training with me all this while. Really thank you guy alot! Without you all. Maybe impossible will not become possible.

I just hope that i can stop the time..... How i wish i could. .... just that i felt that i have not done not during my past 20 yrs...... haiz.

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Thursday, May 12, 2005|
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