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My Thoghts, my heart
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Many people said to me, why don't i give up and look for another one. Well....say is easy but to do it it's hard. They not me, they don't know how i felt i think. My heart till now still beating with her. Not a single change... People said i stupid, i just keep quiet.. people said it her fault for my stage right now. I said no, it my fault. Don't ask me why i still defend her. I don't know. Just follow my heartbeat as advice by my friend( Potato) ba. She said, even you may said give up now. What if your heart still for her and don't give like giving up? how? isn't it like deceiving yourself? Maybe true ba.
Today saw each other again. Wanted to talk to her. But i don't know where all my guts go to. I just act as if i see nothing and talk to other people. Sad to said now are we still friend i have no idea at all. Don;'t dare to think anymore. If i have a wish i wish for two things. One which is impossible, which is to win her back which i belive can take place only in my dream. Second, will be hope i just met with an accident and lost all my memory. Maybe that the best thing ba. I'm out of options ready. I don't know how long i take it. I think i going to collapse anytime anywhere. I not sure when but i know it be here soon.
At time i dare not sleep early unless i tired. I scare my tears will just flows out for no reason. Days has being crying to sleep unless i'm tired. I don't know why. Why can't i control my emotion.? Am i a guy? or purly a idiot a born failure in this world. I don't know...........
My wishes right now is really hope i and her be at least friend. I don't ask for much..........
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Sunday, February 13, 2005|
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