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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Yesterday paper01/02/05 terrible. My worst defeat man. Should i said the worst day from the start of morning? Wake up late. Can't have a round of final revision cham! worst! no 74 to service me to school End by 15 minutes for my paper! OH my God! Most exciting part, out of 7 questions i think i manage 3 to four and one i answer the wrong part. Pengz! Just hope for the best ya. Haha Sway of the swayZ

Today make up my mind. I decide not to give up thou there are some friend around me who advice me to give up on her as they said it is too long for me and if by that time the result i get not what i expected i may not be able to take it. But i ask myself. If i listen to them and give up, isn;t it the same as betraying my heart and follow others. Since my heart said wait then wait. I know what i'm doing.

I know my heart still beating for her. I know i still love her and still fighting for her and since i know that most of the problem is due to me. Why i should sit there and do nothing. I should stand up and think of a solution and win her back and not sitting here and do nothing waiting for what? Moon to fall on my head to die ah? I can't! i have to do something le. I have to. I don't want this relationship just like that come to an end.

Ok la...that all ba got to go koonz. Getting more and more tired recently. Think i going down sooner or later.

-Sign off-

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