Dreams

Friday, February 01, 2008

I believe that everyone in their lifes have dreams. So why do we have dream? why some people able to furfilled their dream, while others not? Nobody has a answer thou. The answer lies within oneself.

Me myself i also have dream. This career. Insurance industry. Well i know, lots of people will be thinking, "hey why u have a diploma, yet u ener such a career without a basic salary?"
My ans: Well, it's just my dream? I just really hope that i can do something big in my life. With no regrets? I don't wish to by the time i am at the late 40s. Starts to look back and hey. Why during my early 20s i didn;t do what i wanted to. By then it may be too late.

The next purpose is to, i wanted my family to have a better life, be it my future own family, my parents. But well, not everyone seems to understand. Parent for instant, i work till late, or i didn;t work. What out of their mouth? nothing Good or encouraging. Sometimes, i just wonder, have they spare a thought for me? Is it true that being the eldest, u be discarded one side? I don;t really bother? Or u wanna me to chu a stunt, then by then u all regret? Maybe i should. Will look into it yea. All the while, people had said, hey Gareth, i can tell u are quite troubled from your look. Why are you putting up a fake smile where ever u go?

The ans is. be it good or bad. Do i really have to show to people? I don't think there a need. Since noone care? Thou there are i suppose. I don;t wants to make them worry. I am a man, i believe i should be strong and firm at times. I think... a cell group mate asked: are you going to stay in insurance line for life? My answer: Yes. It my passion. If i can do it. I'll will.... all of us has only one life. Why not make full use of it? Even if one day i failed, i will not regret why? I know i have tried. At least i tried....

Next let's talk about other matters: (Sorry if today post kinda of long). To ppl in W357. Thank for your concern. Yet to some. I'm happy that u guys are growing within the cell group. I really have to say this. Not that i don't want to come back or what? There is some issue that hinder me at the moment. Even if u all wanna come out with ways such as to forge out a sum of money just to help me during this rainy season. Thank but it ok. My problem i solve it myself. i don;t wish to relie on people. To some, who thinks that i backslide, if u all think even if i still believe in God, but no relationship is consider backslided, while...i really left speechless. Then i should said take care to all. Whether i be back anot. It my concern. Thank

K that all for today. sorry for the tremendous long post. I believe you guys must be sick of reading it. Sorry

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