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A worst and terrible stage

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Well ive being posted to sergeant course. Which is SISPEC. At first after the POP happy as i thought that it will be my last time going back to the island Tekong. But, i'm wrong i have to go back again. This time it was totally different from BMTC. The environment was different too. Everything different. People around me too. All seems different. As a result i was ina total lose.

Right now i just don't know where am i. Totally lost again. Suffered from servere stress as the standard they want from us is very high. I'm afraid i might not be able to take it. My heath seems to be not good as before. Not very sure can hang on how long more. Waiting for specialist to endose me with a letter for Out of course. I can't do it anymore. I afraid i may go mad eventually. I decide to opt of of this course completely.

so that not only my health can recover to it stage, also i can have more time with my parent. Weekend book out to me mean nothing. Time spend with parent is less. Sunday everyone is working, alone at home, kept thinking of the course i in right now. just couldn't stop thikning all the way. It driving me mad soonz. Haiz... will god be my side to help me stand up again. Right now i really lost of what to do. Nv look forward to training etc. Envy those having 8 to 5. Why i'm so easily take ppl word and put i want to be a commander. why... just a idiot i am....

Journey through this phase of my life @ |{Sunday, September 25, 2005|
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